NEMIE KAIYLO

I am more excited than I've been in a long time. I can't stop smiling! I want to jump up and down and sing songs about God know what. I want and need to express what I'm feeling but I can't. This is crazy. How did this happen? How come I meet this cute, funny boy on my last fucking day in London? It's not fair. He makes me smile, really smile. This was not supposed to happen. I was supposed to just be me for a while. Done with with men, just be me. Although he's awfully cute. And he makes me smile like a fool.

I'm counting the days till you get here, bejb. You have no idea how excited I am.

This is insane.. ^^